Tears and Fears

So there's a lot of shit going down right now. It kinda blindsided me completely. Suffice to say, I'm not ready to blog about it yet, I keep trying to convince myself that it's not happening and I think a part of me is hoping that if I pretend hard enough, it will go away. But all in all, with the whole being laid off thing, I kinda feel like I was kicked while I was down, and then run over by a truck. If things go the way I pray they will, you'll probably never hear of this again, if not, well, I'll have blog fodder for a while. But end of the day, I might not be around for a bit, (not that I was ever overly consistant) I hope everyone can understand.